Low down, dirty Laden with the passion of thinking I'm not worthy If anybody's asking, the medicine's not working For sedatives I'm lurking The negative I'm perching is relative soul-searching Now I just wanna stay in the house And keep away from everybody 'til I figure it out And I know it'll be the day when I can wander about And I wonder if all the thunder's coming back unannounced I don't like it here anymore And I don't think that I can tell y'all I even did from before But instead of losing out like the loser who never scored I had to change the atmosphere and quit feeling like I'm ignored Some of y'all don't get it But I can help you find it if you push me to the limit Anxiety inside me, believe me it ain't a gimmick Shit is crazy like the lobby inside of the free clinic Is it not normal? I can feel it in my chest I get twisted, one flew over the nest I'm convinced it's not something that's gonna rest Is it A? Is it B? Is it C? Is it death? Is it not normal? Stop thinking that I'm blessed I get lifted like spirits out of a chest I'm convinced it feels better than making sense Is it A? Is it B? Is it C? Is it death? I'm not the voice of not the normal, nothing they would covet I'll take your ordinary life and show 'em where to shove it This life is pointless, no enjoyment, middle finger fuck it 'Cause I've been feeling low and trying to climb and get above it Disappointment, know it well and thinking nothing of it Weighed it down, cannot excel, this shit is so redundant Walking through Hell with a smile on my face and think I love it Constant abuse from this wicked world making me plug it I kick a problem in the face and then I uppercut it Their mouth is open and talking and they should probably shut it Wasting our time and our words if we have to discuss it Everybody think they right, could you tell me who doesn't? I'm the wrong one, [?] up in here I block problems in my mind 'til they disappear Self happiness over criticism and fear And tired of screaming out my face, and the death it Not normal, I can feel it in my chest I get twisted, one flew over the nest I'm convinced it's not something that's gonna rest Is it A? Is it B? Is it C? Is it death? Is it not normal? Stop thinking that I'm blessed I get lifted like spirits out of a chest I'm convinced it feels better than making sense Is it A? Is it B? Is it C? Is it death? Is it not normal? Not normal Is it not normal? Not normal Is it not normal? Not normal Is it not normal? Not normal Y'all keep playing the game, but I'm winnin' Rent-free all in your brain where I'm livin' Can't be one in the same 'cause y'all missin' The dream that I've been runnin' away with, my vision And all of y'all can suffer and sway with ass kissin' The plague you motherfuckers today better be listenin' I'll be the only one to tell ya They love to make you feel like you're nothin' more than a failure Not normal, I can feel it in my chest I get twisted, one flew over the nest I'm convinced it's not something that's gonna rest Is it A? Is it B? Is it C? Is it death? Is it not normal? Stop thinking that I'm blessed I get lifted like spirits out of a chest I'm convinced it feels better than making sense Is it A? Is it B? Is it C? Is it death? Not normal Not normal Not normal Not normal