Dream, I'm livin' the dream I got what I wanted, but not what I need Is it too late for me now? I'm just so sick of tryin' to matter I mean what does it matter If none of this matters I just put another plaque on the wall I still don't feel nothin' at all I'm always lookin' For somethin' to love me 'Cause maybe then I'll love myself I fill my cup up But it's always empty I do everything but nothin' helps I got a hole the size of Texas down in my heart I burn the bridge but the truth is I'm afraid of the dark I can't stop fallin' apart I can't stop fallin' apart Scene, I'm so in the scene Yep, every day is just a movie But who's playin' me? (Am I just playin myself?) I make excuses, for why it all matters I put off having a family Then waste a year in the shower I just put a new lock on the door Sometimes I wonder who is it for I'm always lookin' For somethin' to love me 'Cause maybe then I'll love myself I fill my cup up But it's always empty I do everything but nothin' helps I got a hole the size of Texas down in my heart I burn the bridge but the truth is I'm afraid of the dark I can't stop fallin' apart I can't stop fallin' apart I'm so sick of livin' like this, yeah I should change, what if I already did... I got a hole the size of Texas down in my heart I burn the bridge but the truth is I'm afraid of the dark I can't stop fallin' apart I can't stop fallin' apart I'm so sick of livin' like this Dream, I'm livin' the dream