I can't begin to understand the pain that the parents of these children that I have and these young women that I have harmed feel. (...) really much to them, if anything. I won't pretend to, and I don't even expect them to forgive me and I'm not asking for it. That kind of forgiveness is of God. And if they have it, they have it, and if they don't, well maybe they'll find it someday.