(Before I'm going out)
Before I'm going out, what I'm doing?
So confusing how they turn on me
If I meant less than love, I'm only human
Life abusing, they keep turning on me
They keep turning on me, Lord (Lord, help me out)
I know they coming for me, Lord (Lord, help me out)
Been talkin' to God (Been talkin' to God)
I pray He can show the way (Show the way)
Been dealin' with pain (Been dealin' with pain)
Man, he gotta go today (Go today)
I know I ain't perfect (I know I ain't perfect)
Dear Lord, it's me again
I know I done made mistakes
I wanna win, I know I been dealin' with sins
I reacted off emotions
Probably wasn't worth it, ended up back on the news (Damn)
Looked around and I was on an island
Everyone actin' funny, I'm confused (That's crazy)
Look at they views, contradictin'
I guess I gotta be the bad guy
Hated for bein' a man (That's crazy)
That was just watchin' a lie, Truth (Before I'm going out)
Before I'm going out, what I'm doing?
So confusing how they turn on me
If I meant less than love, I'm only human
Life abusing, they keep turning on me
They keep turning on me, Lord (Lord, help me out)
I know they coming for me, Lord (Lord, help me out)
Been dealin' with pain (Been dealin' with pain)
Been fightin' with hope (Been fightin' with hope)
I been tryna make sense of these situations
I been dealin' with smoke
Pray for the best, dealin' with the worst
Wanna be at peace, gotta make it first
Losin' everything only make it worse
I was on my knees, homie in a hearse
Everyone lookin' like I am a villain
Tryna be bigger, but I'm in my feelings
I'm dealin' with trauma, I know I need healing
I keep elevatin', they stuck at the ceiling
Feel like everybody goin' against me
Ain't no reason, they just wanna be part of it
All I know is that I gotta put heart in it
Nobody got me, I knew from the start of it (Before I'm going out)
Before I'm going out, what I'm doing?
So confusing how they turn on me
If I meant less than love, I'm only human
Life abusing, they keep turning on me
They keep turning on me, Lord (Lord, help me out)
I know they coming for me, Lord (Lord, help me out)
Before I'm goin' out
Help me, Lord
How they turn on me?
Turn on me
Lord, help me out
