Crazy how people let you down
What I done to you?
You know, I sit back
Play the bunch of excuses in my head
Tryna make the best of a situation
It's like people feel entitled
Relationship partners, friends, whatever you wanna call it
That's crazy
Like they battlin' with they own demons
I'm done waitin' on 'em (Kobe, he's got it again)
Every thing heavy on me
Guess I gotta blame it on me (You know, I can't stop on cryin')
Ain't nobody next to me (I gotta this shit on the chest)
Devil keep on stressin' me (Feel like I'm learnin' patience)
I feel like that's how shit gon' be (I know God got me)
I pray that He keep blessin' me (I ain't gon' let them see me break under pressure)
Everybody testin' me
Waitin' on what's meant for me (I'm too strong for that)
Ain't nobody gave me shit
Don't nobody owe me shit
What's the point of cryin' 'bout it?
Ain't gon' throw no tantrums or no fits
Gotta put the house on me
Ain't nobody else gon' do it
Even if I take a L
It was worth me goin' through it
Niggas puttin' the walls up, tryna block me
I went right through it
Any situation, gon' get faded, them niggas knew it
They jealous and full of envy
They tried to keep it sealed
But they face shield expression blew it
My spirit don't even mix with 'em
Probably meant that I grew it
It's crazy, they don't even like the picture knowin' they drew it
Every thing heavy on me (Heavy)
Guess I gotta blame it on me (Gotta blame it on me)
Ain't nobody next to me (Next to me)
Devil keep on stressin' me (Stessin' me)
I feel like that's how shit gon' be (Shit gon' be, yeah)
I pray that He keep blessin' me (Blessin' me)
Everybody testin' me (Testin' me)
Waitin' on what's meant for me (I'm too strong for that)
Hard to know when the love was real
Tell them, "No" and sit back to see if they love you still
Loyalty can be at fault if feelings get you killed
Nothin' permanent, I'm realizin' I'm built of steel
I'm no longer waitin' on 'em, gotta go for what's mine
Crazy how you messed me over, wanna fuck up what's mine
I used to speak like you were solid, that shit faded through time
Had an open lane connected, to be Nash and Don
What I had, I used to say was yours
I used to leave the buildin' open, you was closin' doors
All I know is be a team, you was keepin' scores
How you played and pickin' at me like a set of sores
Every thing heavy on me (Heavy)
Guess I gotta blame it on me (I know)
Ain't nobody next to me
Devil keep on stressin' me (I know)
I feel like that's how shit gon' be (I know)
I pray that He keep blessin' me
Everybody testin' me (I know)
Waitin' on what's meant for me
