I lost another friend today Why do we have to go away? Been hoping for some better days, yeah yeah Last time I saw Susan It was alcohol she was choosing It just kept on abusing Fuck, I'm far from perfect I don't think I'm worth it I keep doing drugs just to call me when I'm nervous And I fucking hate myself 'Cause I lose the ones I love But I keep on doing drugs I been searching, I been looking for a way out But I can change, I can die any day now I pray at night to an unknown God Pray at night but I feel so lost I been faded, I been living in a daydream I been fucked up since I was like sixteen I pray at night to an unknown God Pray at night but I feel so lost Wake up to another tragedy This life is not a masterpiece I feel like God is mad at me, yeah yeah Last time I called Brandon Couldn't even understand him The heroin had the damage done Fuck I'm far from perfect I don't think I'm worth it I keep doing drugs Just to call me when I'm nervous And I fucking hate myself 'Cause I lose the ones I love But I keep on doing drugs I been searching, I been looking for a way out But I can change, I can die any day now I pray at night to an unknown God Pray at night but I feel so lost I been faded, I been living in a daydream I been fucked up since I was like sixteen I pray at night to an unknown God Pray at night but I feel so lost I'm not sleeping 'cause I keep on dreaming nightmares Hallucinating, start to see you when you're not there Ever since you left, I can't sleep throughout the night I battle all these demons but I still can't see the light Angel on my shoulder, she's been gone for a long time Devil on my side as I get lost in the nighttime I been searching, I been looking for a way out But I can change, I can die any day now I pray at night to an unknown God Pray at night but I feel so lost I been faded, I been living in a daydream I been fucked up since I was like sixteen I pray at night to an unknown God Pray at night but I feel so lost