It's hard to deal with my depression always stressing out These little pills the only thing that keeps me normal now My therapist thinks I'm doing alright But she can't see my demons in the middle of the night My hearts always racing and it won't slow down Aerial vision see my body on the ground I try to scream your name but it won't come out If I die tonight Mom I hope I made you proud Missed calls, nobody can reach me The television keeps me from sleeping Bad news of a world that is needing some love but we're bleeding I pray that we can make it through Waves crash out feel the thunder As I'm drowning I wonder... Why we keep on living this way? I've been searching for answers All the lies left me stranded I'll keep hoping for better days I've learned to live with my addictions there's no turning back 100 proofs the only thing that makes this feeling last Getting clean I think I've give up the fight The devils in the distance, God please show me the light The radio station plays another sad song Middle of a crowd but I'm feeling all alone I'm pouring out a bottle then the bar is where I'm found I try to give it up but I can't turn temptation down Missed calls, nobody can reach me The television keeps me from sleeping Bad news of a world that is needing some love but we're bleeding I pray that we can make it through Waves crash out feel the thunder As I'm drowning I wonder... Why we keep on living this way? I've been searching for answers All the lies left me stranded I'll keep hoping for better days I talked to God in a dream he told me everything About the stars and the planets and other galaxies Blacked out in outer space just to get away I'll hold on to memories won't let them slip away I can still remember that first kiss out in the parking lot Thought we'd last forever but somewhere all of our love was lost It's hard to watch it disappear, sometimes I still miss those days We'll hold on to memories, we're never gonna let them slip away Missed calls, nobody can reach me The television keeps me from sleeping Bad news of a world that is needing some love but we're bleeding I pray that we can make it through Waves crash out feel the thunder As I'm drowning I wonder... Why we keep on living this way? I've been searching for answers All the lies left me stranded I'll keep hoping for better days