Walking again in the pale morning With this gnawing emptiness Am I awake or still asleep? Lost in twilight Release me from this suffering Self-inflicted loneliness Sorrow Nothing will be Only shades of the past Haunting me Horrors and chills of a self-inflicted war Einsamkeit, Leere Sorrows and kills of self-inflicted war Scratch marks on these desecrated walls Sheltering my isolated mind As the sparks of hope die under a rain of tears Everything flowing into the cold numbness