Look You different from who you use to be I knew Eve well She sang too Her voice was was like Ari Lennox from DreamVille Like Melodies On Melodies As she sang sang Head facing the ground Cause my idols is one who gang bangs Now siblings Siblings Ya'll ain't too Civilized Yes real does prevail And my real Will someday be televised Now who that Young cat With the scarf And a head like mega mind Yes I'm wise But my auntie says my saggy pants is ill advised Imprudent bastard What I'm labeled for my color tone and My shirts with rest in peace or Fuck 12 and bring my brothers home Flabbergasted Cause I've found alone isn't alone But my liquor bottles is empty So my home is in my home Liquor bottles empty Liquor bottles empty I been way too stressed out so yo best bet Is not to tempt me Liquor bottles empty Liquor bottles empty Drown myself inside the tub As I vision I'm in a bentley Liquor bottles empty Liquor bottles empty I been way too stressed out so yo best bet Is not to tempt me Liquor bottles empty Liquor bottles empty Drown myself inside the tub As I vision I'm in a bentley Strange fruits outside my windows Darkened skies in the afternoon Flowers bloom But they die from the Stench of strange fruit And I can't bare the smell So I crawl inside my bed And I plug my ears While voices come running all through head I've been misguided by a demon He made me feel alright He told me he'd never leave me And he'd stay by my side If I could talk to him again Id ask him why he lied What was his fuckin reason For always making my mama cry And I say " smile mama " But she don't listen I get it Since you left us a part of her has been missing I get it I guess its all just apart of this world we live in And since I gotta stay strong I act like I truly get it And I don't Yea And I wanna break down Mama finally taking vacation She on a break now And I face all of problems With a ass up and a face down While mama is in the room On the verge of a break down Its hard to say Puberty got the best of me Active sexually Hormones loving to mess with me Chickens texting me talkin bout how they F' with me Shorties out here burning Half of em got an STD Its real out here But you don't gotta be no genuis to understand In the this world Everything happens for a reason So truthfully When I speak I don't speak cause I feel like speaking I wrote this just to let you know pops You were one of my demons Liquor bottles empty Liquor bottles empty I been way too stressed out so yo best bet Is not to tempt me Liquor bottles empty Liquor bottles empty Drown myself inside the tub As I vision I'm in a bentley Liquor bottles empty Liquor bottles empty I been way too stressed out so yo best bet Is not to tempt me Liquor bottles empty Liquor bottles empty Drown myself inside the tub As I vision I'm in a bentley Liquor bottles empty Liquor bottles empty I been way too stressed out so yo best bet Is not to tempt me Liquor bottles empty Liquor bottles empty Drown myself inside the tub As I vision I'm in a bentley