I saw the gap again today while you were begging me to stay Better take care not to make me enter Cause if I do we both may dissapear I saw the gap again today while you were begging me to stay managed to push myself away and you as well my dear. (the singing above is whispered but apparent in live versions) You know that I will choke until I swallow... Choke this infant here before me. What is this but my reflection? Who am I to judge or strike you down? But you're Pushing and shoving me Pushing and shoving me Pushing and shoving me Pushing and shoving me You still love me, You still love me You cheated me, Pushit on me You still love me, You still love me You cheated me, Pushit on me Rest your trigger on my finger, bang my head upon the fault line. You better take care not to make me enter. 'cause if I do we both may disappear. But you're pushing me, Shoving me. Pushing me Shoving me Pushing me shoving me Pushing me Shoving me Pushit on me. I'm pushing if your shoving me I'm pushing if your shoving me You're pushing and shoving I'm slipping back into the gap again. I'm alive when you're touching me, Alive when you're shoving me down. But I'd trade it all For just a little Piece of mind. Pushit on me Pushit on me Pushit on me Pushit on me You're pushing and shoving, scramblin Keep my feet flat on the ground. Push me somewhere I don't wanna be. Seeing someplace I don't wanna see. Never wanna see that place again. Saw the gap again today While you were begging me to stay. Managed to push myself away, And you, as well my dear If, when I say I might fade like a sigh if I stay, You minimize my movement anyway, I must persuade you another way. Pushing and shoving Pushing and shoving Pushing me There's no love in fear. Yeah, staring down the hole again. Hands are on my back again. Survival is my only friend. Terrified of what may come. Remember I'll always love you, As I claw your fucking throat away It will end no other way. It will end no other way.