I wish that I could love you like I never knew you Or forget about the bullshit that I know I miss the nights we all went out without you And I would always make it home I prayed for you I don't believe in God but girl, I prayed for you I prayed for you, I prayed for you I prayed for you, I prayed for you Random women stressing me 'bout treating women properly But I ain't tryna love with them, and it hurts to say but honestly You are, you are, you are, you are, you are something different You are, you are, you are, you are, you are mine You are, you are, you are, you are, you are something special You are, you are, you are, you are, you are my endeavor If you're next to me I don't know where the hell my head is at The girl who I loved just tried killing herself My balance is good so I live on the edge How did they doubt that I'm real enough? I just got a call from a woman in Edmonton She said my boy just went in for like ten and then and did some shit and got killed after three of them Man, I regret that I moved without seeing his face I don't relate with these fucking kids and they partying I'm so high in the nightclub that I'm talking 'bout geometry I'm sorry for y'all, my heart's broken, that's all Your swag broken, your soul broken You so broken, that's all When these machines are bleeding She'll drive and I'll smoke one When these machines are bleeding My eyes won't open up When all these machines are bleeding They won't feel no pain and I have let shit in my vision while I search for you again girl You are, you are, you are, you are, you are something different You are, you are, you are, you are, you are mine You are, you are, you are, you are, you are something special You are, you are, you are, you are, you are my endeavor If you're next to me Doing it different than all of you fuckboys Have a round on me though If you mad that your girl over here Ask her what she hang around me for 'Cause I don't want that, I ain't on that I ain't fucking 'round with you mall rats I only want what I need and what I need won't call back Don't ask me how I messed up, you wouldn't understand I'm just stressing out, I'm kinda hurt again Don't ask me 'bout the reasons why I threw it all away Man, I'm just doing what I have to so I can keep doing my thing, girl What ever happened to the man I was? Riding round here with a girl I love One tattoo, only half a blunt Spent every day in that restaurant We just chilling, every day, everyone paid Everything straight, everyone made it back home in one piece like I loaded the clip up with everyone's names None of y'all know where I came from I don't take shit but I give it 'Cause when you grew up in the suburbs you don't leave shit where you living You pack it up, you go downtown, you go riding round till you get it Then you get a lift back to the crib, blazing on me at dinner When these machines are bleeding She'll drive and I'll smoke one When these machines are bleeding My eyes won't open up When all these machines are bleeding They won't feel pain and I have let shit in my vision while I search for you again girl You are, you are, you are, you are, you are something different You are, you are, you are, you are, you are mine You are, you are, you are, you are, you are something special You are, you are, you are, you are, you are my endeavor If you know me I wish that I could love you like I never knew you Or forget about the bullshit that I know I miss the nights we all went go out without you And I would always make it home I prayed for you I don't believe in God but girl, I prayed for you I prayed for you, I prayed for you I prayed for you, I prayed for you Random women stressing me 'bout treating women properly But I ain't tryna love with them, and it hurts to say but honestly