I've never been the nicest guy, especially to the ones I love I guess that I assume they'll always be there for me just because I took that shit for granted for too long I never meant to trip and do 'em wrong, but I said some things Sometimes I'm so unhappy with myself that I'm in hell And I take it out on everybody else, I'm like "Oh well" I'll just fix it all tomorrow, I'm just worryin' 'bout my own shit Forget about the problems that I won't fix I need to change before I pass the way I am on to my own kids Oh shit, I'm thirty-one, got grown quick I just checked the Apple Music charts, I'm right next to Postie and Drake I did it independently, now everybody knows my name All the fame is gettin' to my head, I'm feelin' crowded Need to tie my shoelace to the floor to keep me grounded I'm astounded how shit changes and you never even realize And don't know that you at the top 'cause you don't know how that feels like I took some chances I don't need to wish on shootin' stars no more This didn't just happen It's exactly how I planned it years before I blow out the candles Fuck a wish, already got what I wished for They think I'm an asshole There's a couple things I'm workin' on, of course I'm so tired of keepin' enemies close I need to show some love to the people who mean the most Send 'em money on they birthdays, put emojis on they posts But never care enough to get 'em on the phone, shit's fucked up I swear, I work my hands to the bone I'm at the crib with my girl, she says I'm hardly ever home 'Cause I concentrate on work so much I can't switch up the mode It's either business or relationships, can't seem to have 'em both I want balance, I think I'm probably smart enough to have it But I'm addicted to workin', and success became a habit I want it, I need it, I crave it, believe I'm the greatest Tryna juggle bein' happy with bein' way too fuckin' famous Shit was unexpected, a ton of pressure buildin' all at once They want an autograph and all I want's to call my mom Don't get me wrong, I'm not complainin', these days shit is weird I'm just thankful that we're here, shit I took some chances I don't need to wish on shootin' stars no more This didn't just happen It's exactly how I planned it years before I blow out the candles Fuck a wish, already got what I wished for They think I'm an asshole There's a couple things I'm workin' on, of course I took some chances I don't need to wish on shootin' stars no more This didn't just happen It's exactly how I planned it years before I blow out the candles Fuck a wish, already got what I wished for They think I'm an asshole There's a couple things I'm workin' on, of course