Here, here I stand I don't wanna know no more I don't wanna rock 'n' roll no more I don't wanna fly, I don't wanna go, I don't wanna grow no more I don't wanna be like this, tattoos on my face and shit I don't wanna lie, I don't wanna cry, I don't wanna buy my bitch I don't wanna feel the way I feel but I feel the growing pains I don't wanna ride no more I don't wanna hide no more I don't wanna find what I've spent my life lookin' for I don't wanna get old I don't wanna be growin' here Here, here I stand All growed up, not I'm not I want the pain to stop Where's my mom, where's my dad? Where's the girl I once had? Where's my call, where's my things? Where's my house, where's my ching? What are these feelings, they're killing me slowly My shoe size never change, but the pain keeps on growin' Growing I don't even really know I don't even really care I don't even really wanna holler at 'em but they gotta understand I feel like shit, I look even better Sold my soul to the devil, said he'd help sell a couple records Here, here I stand Under one God, boys will be boys I don't even think there ever was a choice 'Cause I can't remember ever being told that everything would be so different when I'm older Everyone is colder All the fun is over All the things you did you thought nobody saw the eye that's on top of the pyramid is caught by one record deal And all it cost me was my soul Growing Underneath the p-p-p-pretty paint I got g-g-g-g-g-g-growing pains I'm not n-n-n-numb to, uh, hurt So I p-p-p-puff that purp Crooks and castles Y'all like assholes Ugh Pain Ya feel me? Here, here I stand With my eyes, I'm so good this year