I'm not tryna hear it I know that you said you're sorry but I heard that shit a thousand times (Yeah) Thousand times, yeah I'm not tryna go near it Because I love it and I fear it and I need that shit to cloud my mind Cloud my mind, yeah From the drama in the city now (Drama) From the money to the pretty hoes (Money) From the parties to the videos I need your empty heart and apologies just to cloud my mind Cloud my mind Cloud my mind Cloud my mind Cloud my mind Cloud my mind Cloud my mind Cloud my mind, yeah I remembered it so clear at first I think I mostly blocked it out so I could just stop being hurt I went on my computer, checked the history and did a search Found what I was afraid of and then called while you were still at work Screamed into the phone, I was crying 'til I almost died I swear I knew it all along and you lied But it didn't stop you from leaving your day job early and you still tried to explain how it all happened way before me And I said hookers cannot fall in love, and you looked at me Then I screamed that they don't feel love and you looked at me Then I threw your phone into the wall and you looked at me You looked at me, then you cried Girl you out of my mind now Glad you not in my bedroom Seeing you in my dreams still, sleeping when I get to City lights are orange, all your stuff still in my storage Girl I gave you everything and didn't charge you nothing for Now your name is not in my mouth and your friends are not at my house And your number's not in my phone and your feet are not on my couch I swear I can still hear you screaming that I was wrong Even though you knew you were lying to me all along and I accepted it Watched you tap your nails on your phone and didn't realize I cared still if tomorrow you were gone Then tomorrow came so fast and before I knew it you were on to the next and I would text, the apologies kept me going', yeah I'm not tryna hear it I know you said you're sorry but I heard that shit a thousand times Thousand times (Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah) I'm not tryna go near it Because I love it and I fear it and I need that shit to cloud my mind (True) Cloud my mind (True), yeah From the drama in the city now From the money to the pretty hoes From the parties to the videos I need your empty heart and apologies just to cloud my mind Cloud my mind Cloud my mind Cloud my mind Cloud my mind Cloud my mind Cloud my mind Cloud my mind You said you went before it came between us But I just couldn't be around to watch you fight those demons Grew up in the suburbs with my parents and my sister And got mixed up with some bikers who were hooked up with some strippers You were fucking around with some dealers Who were rolling around with some killers Who were hooked up with the people I would chill with, shout out still, yeah I remember it so vividly That imagery is burned into my mind and it will stick with me Hotel room, lingerie, you, me and some J He was against the wall, I was against the odds I had my knife against his face and I asked him, man "Who the fuck are you?" and he looked at me, and I asked again So just say it, tell me that you're sorry cause I been sorry Fuck your loser boyfriend, I'm an artist, what is his story? Falling out of love but I can't ignore the attraction I'm in love with something else, you're just a beautiful distraction, you bitch Just a beautiful distraction, you bitch (I still think about your story) you bitch You're just a beautiful distraction you bitch (I still think about your story) you bitch (I still think about your story) (I know) When you holler at me like how close (it didn't work out before) and I'll respond how it goes I'm not tryna hear it I know you said you're sorry but I heard that shit a thousand times Thousand times, yeah (True) I'm not tryna go near it Because I love it and I fear it and I need that shit to cloud my mind (True) Cloud my mind (True), yeah From the drama in the city now (Drama) From the money to the pretty hoes (Money) From the parties to the videos I need your empty heart and apologies just to cloud my mind Cloud my mind Cloud my mind Cloud my mind Cloud my mind Cloud my mind Cloud my mind Cloud my mind (Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)