I've never been the perfect brother No, I've never been the perfect son And I never even said I loved her When she told me I was the one I've been searching, who can I blame? For fucking things up, 'cause this isn't going right And I've been hurting, all of my pain Is nobody's fault, I wish that it wasn't mine 'Cause I ain't sober, I been running wild Try'na have some fun for just a little while Drinking like it's finally going out of style but it won't And I've ruined things that make me smile Everytime they gave in tried to take them out Now I'm thinking deeper in denial, my heart is broke Baby, I broke my own heart Shattered it into 4 parts Always thought I was so smart, so smart, so it goes Baby, I broke my own heart Drove over it with your car So I can try and say it's your fault, your fault, it's my own No, I've never been the perfect lover I've never been the perfect friend I was wild as hell for 30 summers I was running wild as the wind I regret, babe, things I can't change It is what it is, I wish that it wasn't so And I forget things that caused you pain I'm locking it out where I was too drunk and stoned 'Cause I ain't sober, I been running wild Try'na have some fun for just a little while Drinking like it's finally going out of style but it won't And I've ruined things that make me smile Everytime they gave in tried to take them out Now I'm thinking deeper in denial, my heart is broke Baby, I broke my own heart Shattered it into 4 parts Always thought I was so smart, so smart, so it goes Baby, I broke my own heart Drove over it with your car So I can try and say it's your fault, your fault, it's my own Maybe, I ain't a saint, maybe I was a sinner Maybe I will always be going through hell Maybe, I ain't a saint, maybe I ain't a winner Maybe I will always try to blame someone else Baby, I broke my own heart Shattered it into 4 parts Always thought I was so smart, so smart, so it goes Baby, I broke my own heart Drove over it with your car So I can try and say it's your fault, your fault, it's my own