I've been looking for awhile, for something to believe Everything thought I put on trial ends up being guilty I guess I need good luck on my side So take those black cats away If you're that blessing in disguise, I'll stop the search today You're a flower blooming in the desert sunshine You're a diamond resting in a dark coal mine Where all the blackness now looks so damn bright You're that once in the lifetime good find When the words don't find me, you're the thought that clears my head Then that song always reminds me of all those beautiful things you said These nights are never ending, and all the days feel the same That's when my honesty starts bending and you say, is the truth to blame