Showed up when I wasn't lookin' for you That's the way it goes Woke me up, sleepin' in the dark I didn't realize I was comatose I got so low Feels like I've been high since last October Findin' love is harder when you're sober But different beds don't ever bring you closure Then I met you And this is the first time I feel like I can feel again This is the first time that I remembered to forget And this is the first time in so long that I don't want the night to end This is the first time that no one else is in my head And I can think of you instead This is the— first time I can think of you instead This is the— first time I can think of you instead I get low, you pick up You move on, I get stuck I get lost, I get lonely Thinkin' why do we give up I get trapped in my thoughts Is it real, I forgot Maybe love, maybe not I don't deserve what I want Because it Feels like I've been high since last October Findin' love is harder when you're sober But different beds don't ever bring you closure Then I met you And this is the first time I feel like I can feel again This is the first time that I remembered to forget This is the first time in so long that I don't want the night to end This is the first time that no one else is in my head And I can think of you instead This is the— first time I can think of you instead This is the— first time I can think of you instead This is the first time And it Feels like I've been high since last October Findin' love is harder when you're sober But different beds don't ever bring you closure Then I met you And this is the first time I feel like I can feel again This is the first time that I remembered to forget This is the first time in so long that I don't want the night to end This is the first time that no one else is in my head (And I can think of you instead!) No I can be with you instead And this is the first time I feel like I can feel again This is the first time that I remembered to forget This is the first time in so long that I don't want the night to end This is the first time that no one else is in my head And I can think of you instead