Squirming for purpose, was caught in the circus
While behind the curtains, I coughed it all up
Laughing while nervous and smiling to service
The shortness of breath I was forced to disrupt
I made it look easy, yeah
Inside I was screaming, yeah
Fuck it, I'ma drink through all this
Numb until I don't feel nothing
I don't wanna feed on anything other than my new hell
Killing all the hurt inside me
I don't wanna know their cruelty
Take a deep breath and by the time it comes out, all is well
I'll make it look easy, yeah
While inside I'm screaming, yeah
So I'ma put one foot right in front of the other
Fuck it up and recover
Fortune favors the brave
I'll make it look easy, oh
When I focus on one thing, here and now comes rushing
To keep my lies from doubling down, oh
When I focus on one thing, here and now comes rushing
To keep it all from crumbling down, yeah
I make it look easy, yeah
While inside I'm screaming, yeah
So I'ma put one foot right in front of the other
Fuck it up and recover
Fortune favors the brave
I'll make it look easy, oh
Fuck it up and recover
I'll make it look easy
