Every thought that I repent, There's another chip you haven't spent, And you're cashing them all in, Where do we begin. To get clean again, Can we get clean again. I walk home alone with you, And the mood you're born into, Sometimes you let me in, And I take it on the chin. I can't get clean again. I want to know, Can we get clean again, The God of Wine comes crashing through the headlights of a car that took you farther than you thought you'd ever want to go, We can't get back again, We can't get back again, She takes a drink and then she waits, The alcohol it permeates, And soon the cells give way, And cancels out the day. I can't keep it all together, I know...I can't keep it all together. And the siren's song that is your madness, Holds a truth I can't erase, All alone on your face. Every glamorous sunrise, Throws the planets out of line, A star sign out of whack, A fraudulent zodiac. And the God of Wine is crouched down in my room, You let me down, I said it, Now I'm going down, And you're not even around. And I said no... I can't keep it all together, I know...I can't keep it all together, And there's a memory of a window, Looking through I see you. Searching for something, I could never give you, And there's someone who understands you more than I do. A sadness I can't erase. All alone on your face.