Revising my old schemes, residing in a dream in disguise All that I despise in everybodys' eyes, lives inside Cuz hating what I hate is what makes me relate to this life Feeling full of nothing, turns me into something, full of fire And if I wanna die, die, die then I'll die And if I wanna cry, cry, cry then I'll cry So I try and I try and I try oh yeah, cuz I'm alive live live I'm still alive Believing night and day, because of yesterday goes away Reality brought faith is all that you create from inside If all you say you see is something wrong with me, you're a liar You gotta find a way to hear what people say to survive And if I wanna die, die, die then I'll die And if I wanna cry, cry, cry then I'll cry So I try and I try and I try oh yeah, cuz I'm alive live live I'm still alive And if I wanna die, die, die then I'll die And if I wanna cry, cry, cry then I'll cry So I try and I try and I try oh yeah, cuz I'm alive live live I'm still alive