Looking back on this disaster I can't believe I gave in I see my mother with a pasture I feel the body embracing I NEVER LET MYSELF LIVE, I JUST GAVE IN! Now I'm just a shadow to watch over them Nightly visits from the hell that I'm condemned Goodnight, goodbye A life cut short with grieving now I have sinned I never knew that mortal escape meant an endless nightmare AND ALL THOSE PEOPLE THAT I LOVE FUCKIN' HATE I NEVER LET MYSELF LIVE, I JUST GAVE IN! I HOPE EVERYONE CAN FORGIVE [?] Now I'm just a shadow to watch over them Nightly visits from the hell that I'm condemned Goodnight, goodbye A life cut short with grieving now I have sinned If the world wants to make you run and hide And you love contemplating suicide Remember these words and what I say FUCK THE WORLD, PUSH AHEAD! Now I'm just a shadow to watch over them Nightly visits from the hell that I'm condemned Goodnight, goodbye A life cut short with grieving now I have sinned Now I'm just a shadow to watch over them Nightly visits from the hell that I'm condemned Goodnight, goodbye A life cut short with grieving now I have sinned GOODBYE!