I feel out of my element Can't keep myself grounded Oh why? I gotta keep on gotta keep on trying I gotta keep myself from wearing thin I never want to come back to this again I gotta keep on trying Keep it, keep it, keep it real I'm gonna find my way back I swear I will Keep it, keep it, keep it real Trying to forget how I fake how I feel Maybe I will see That I'm not always falling apart Maybe I've been trying to see Laid out all you left in my heart Fake how I feel, fake how I feel Fake how I feel, fake how I feel No I can't fake it no Fake how I feel, fake how I feel Fake how I feel, fake how I feel I've seen my future It's not that impressive I'm trying to be reasonable, but you're leaving Can't change the proud or heal the ungrateful There's a plank in my eye, but admitting it's not enough, it's not enough Keep my head down Looking up never gained me any ground I buried myself (myself) Holding on to all this pain Holding on to all this pride Everything is not alright inside this time Maybe I will see That I'm not always falling apart Maybe I've been trying to see Laid out all you left in my heart Fake how I feel, fake how I feel Fake how I feel, fake how I feel No I can't fake it no Fake how I feel, fake how I feel Fake how I feel, fake how I feel Friends I've found out the hard way I'm just a failure It's not enough to say that you're not blameless, blameless, blameless I've seen my future It's not that impressive