Step one Swim out and dive down and face the fear Of the seemingly bottomless black of underwater Imagine that it's endless but know there's a sandy bottom not far Step two Flip around out in the water and look up Facing the fear of even acknowledging the true endless black With its bright spots and its invisible black spots Shimmering towards you through great distances Step three Now, the ultimate depth Get out of the water and go home Close your eyes until you fall asleep And notice the thick black haze set in But also, see the bright spots of green shimmering out of the depth And imagine how true and endless that abyss is And how there are distant and invisible dreams behind the ones you can see And how those bright spots are still there when you awake Just obscured, like starlight in a blue noon sky