I was afraid all of the day I was the bars of my own cage I woke up in fear and laid Shielding my face from summer rays I was afraid all of the day I got up slow and afraid Staring off in a fearful way I went darkly through my day All of the day, I was afraid I had no courage and no faith I became a walking cave Who once was brave but now afraid I am familiar with this way I face this fear, I've been its slave And each time I've earned a day I've held the torch, it's gone away And so what did I hold today? What was it that broke my days? Was it the moon or sunny rays? Was it a bird, was it a face? Was it presence or escape? Was it appetite and taste? What good feeling came my way? What delight was on display? Well here I am, at close of day I'm at my bed and still in shade I'm still afraid at close of day My black eyes didn't go away I was afraid all of the day And now I look the moon in face And in my fear, I curse its grace A waste