And there's thirty-three heads inside a dirty three-bed, but I've never felt so alone
I'll just see how many times they repeat the same lines with their mouth and their nose
In spite of what I just said, oh, I'm still dreading my bed 'cause I know we'll lie awake either way
So it's no surprise it takes a obvious lie to convince me to stay, convince me to stay
'Cause every time I'm steaming, I struggle to leave
And sometimes I don't make it home 'til the next evening
But, oh, I'll say that's just what I do
'Cause every time I'm steaming, my wounds, they start to bleed
And sometimes I don't know if I'll make it through the evening
But, oh, I don't care if I do
I got nothing to lose
I'll get a cab across town to a two-up and two-down, it's someone I used to know
I'll ask him, "Can I come 'round?" And he tells me I'm sound as long as I'm on my own
I'll say, "I'm out with my mate, oh, he's no trouble, he's great and we're already on our way"
So at quarter to 4, I'll turn up at his door and hope he'll let me stay, I hope he'll let me stay
'Cause every time I'm steaming, I struggle to leave
And sometimes I don't make it home 'til the next evening
But, oh, I'll say that's just what I do
'Cause every time I'm steaming, my wounds, they start to bleed
And sometimes I don't know if I'll make it through the evening
But, oh, I don't care if I do
I got nothing to lose
And if he refuses
I've a list of excuses why
I can't go home yet
And I'm praying, I'm begging, "I swear you won't regret it
I'll do anything you want, oh, I'm on my knees, I'm desperate
I can't face going home
I can't face going home"
'Cause every time I'm steaming, I struggle to leave
And sometimes I don't make it home 'til the next evening
But, oh, I'll say that's just what I do
'Cause every time I'm steaming, my wounds, they start to bleed
And sometimes I don't know if I'll make it through the evening
But, oh, I don't care if I do
I got nothing to lose
I don't care if I do
I got nothing to lose
