For the first time in my life From a hotel room in Mexico I've been hangin' on this feelin' 'cause it always gets away The first is always right You never hesitated either When the words are worth repeatin' Everyday will turn to night It's the first time that I try to keep the ending a big secret Try to change, try to cheat it For the first time in my life But you were looking for direction Tryin' to make it by Always lookin' for the shortcuts You've been racin' this whole time And everybody wanted somethin' But you just can't decide Everybody wants the answers But they're busy telling lies I found a crack when I was younger, underneath it As I pulled on all the strings to find the pieces I hate to tell you it's just another way to say it But this thing that you call freedom No, it's not quite what it seems You know it's never what it seems But you were lookin' for direction Tryin' to make it by Always lookin' for the shortcuts You've been racin' this whole time And everybody wanted something But you just can't decide Everybody wants the answers But they're busy tellin' lies I got the feelin' That you're troubled by your reasons Use the fire, it keeps you warm Use your eyes so you can see them It's the changin' of the seasons When it's always just repeatin' Down the line, you'll probably see 'em But for now, you're deep in thought But you were looking for direction Tryin' to make it by Always lookin' for the shortcuts You've been racing this whole time And everybody wanted somethin' But you just can't decide Everybody wants the answers But they're busy tellin' lies But they're busy tellin' lies