Nearly 2 A.M, I could use a friend I'm alone in bed and it feels Like I saw my face, talking to myself I believe Let me be afraid of who is in my head Scared it might be clever to leave I don't flee anymore But someone's at the door I believe I believe I believe It's so dark there's no way I could sleep right now I got a feeling there is something staring at me now Whispers in the staircase you must see I'm right I got a feeling there is something watching me tonight I'm gonna give you a fight Paralyzed If honesty was a lie Could you beat me? Shoulder knees and hand, let me get a pen Let me write it down just for you I will never bend, I will never hide anymore To the bones I'm angry at this fairy tale And for believing those pretending caring for myself myself myself I'm gonna give you a fight Paralyzed If honesty was a lie Could you beat me? I try my best for you and I Would you make me cry? And just tonight, I wanted kids and wife I want a life in black and white I got at least to try, no wonder why I still don't see the light I wanna see the light, I wanna feel the light I wanna feel alive, I wanna live my life I'm gonna give you a fight Paralyzed If honesty was a lie I would love to see the stars shining in your eyes I would love to take these feelings, rip them out your heart I would love to see the stars shining in your eyes I would love to take these feelings, rip them out your heart