Turn your head to wake up I haven't slept in days My mind is unappealing I am climbing ceilings to get to you Addicted at seventeen, in constant dream What the hell is wrong with me? Why am I so different from these people? Painkillers take hold I float away in stone Once I feel a sense a of belonging All my weight is dropping And you see, and you may stay And you look at me in the same way But you act like, there's nothing wrong with me today But I was on the ropes last night Conjures of images of something that you like You were in your mates staying, you didn't like it I was on the own or something less terrifying You tell me that you feel alright I just float away in stone Once I feel a sense of belonging All my weight is dropping I can't hear the words when we argue You look my way and I guess that you see through Cussing as this fever comes on I'll live to regret this in years to come Hallucinating in my own bedroom Someone familiar and someone I know I can only apologise Too young to diagnose but too far gone Look at me with your eyes closed And two old fears that don't matter none What's wrong if you don't hear the words I'm saying? My concentration is fading And you see, and you may stay And you look at me in the same way You just act like, there's nothing wrong with me today But I was on the ropes last night Conjures of images of something that you like You were in your mates staying, you didn't like it I was on the own or something less terrifying You tell me that you feel alright I just float away in stone Once I feel a sense of belonging All my weight is dropping What am I doing this for? What am I doing this for, am I not supposed to know? What I am doing this for? What am I doing this for? What am I doing this for? Am I not supposed to know, what I am doing this for? What am I doing this for? What am I doing this for? Am I not supposed to know, what I am doing this for?