If you could only keep me alive I swear that somehow we could find this way to change my life and help me sing this song. Because the rain it hit this town and washed away half of my faith But now I'm ready to feel what I've been feeling. And then the sun it hit my face and made me think of all the things made me pray Like when I stood up all this cocane Hit my heart Then all the sudden I'm in love Oh God its almost summer I hope addiction took my heart Because I'm looking for a hook That could just hold me back from Tearing out these speakers It's not the sound that drowns me out But all this doubt that broke me down You were my friend But now Im taking you to Hell. If you could hold me hand You could feel what I've been feeling I wrote this song for you It's not the reasons that I left It's just the ones that kept me hanging onto you So hold me down to writing letters Like the song said I'm so much better When I'm gone you could take your time Because I'm living off this antidote