I get up 
And it's over 
It's always over 
It's raining and I'm burned 
And it's late and you're gone 
And I can barely remember 
Anything I did or said 
Or how I lost another week 
There must be something going on... 

A nagging sense of shame 
I can't explain 
An acrid taste of smoke and blood 
And tears and drugs 
And every inch of me is raw 
And it's always fucking over 
It's raining and I'm blind 
And it's late and you're gone 

I can't do this anymore 

Keep getting there 
It's over 
It's always over 
It's raining and I'm cracked 
And it's late and you're out 
And I can't quite remember 
Anything I did or said 
Or how I lost another year 
There must be something coming down... 

A sweetly sour unease 
It's like a tease 
A broken dream of guilt and fear 
And spit and steel 
And every piece of me in pain 
And it's always fucking over 
It's raining and I'm cold 
And it's late and you're out again 

Run my head around it 
Like I know I really miss her 
"But I always want to do it now" 
She told me in a whisper 
I try so hard to place it 
Wonder why I really feel it 
When to send the pretty flowers 
Maybe helps her to believe it 

Run my tongue along it 
Oh the taste is something sicker 
"But you know you have to do it now" 
She told me in a whisper 
It only takes a second 
But the second lasts forever 
"Close your eyes 
And let me take you down... " 

And I get up 
And it's over 
It's always fucking over 
It's raining and I'm wrecked 
And it's late and you're... 

No I can't remember 
Anything I did or said 
Or how I lost another life... 

I lost another life 
Oh I can't do this anymore 

No 
I can't do this anymore....