Leave you a note
Give you time to find growth and
And I [?] - I couldn't phone you
Hello I'm a mess
It's more than just stress yeah
I need you to tell me it's still for the best
Did we try hard enough, were we too quick to give up yeah
I question the things that made us corrupt and
I know I'm hard work but I minded you first
Now I need you beside me to just ease my hurt yeah
If I don't make it back again
Tell them I tried, I never wanted to leave like this
Can't quite imagine it fading away
You don't know the half of it
I doubt everything - all the signs that I just somehow missed
And I can't quite imagine it being okay
Was it just in my brain?
Cause I wasn't sure, I've never been too logical
And I couldn't tell if you wanted me to stop
Lock me away, give me time to save face yeah
I cringe when I think of how I behaved that day
Text you three times and not one reply
I'm a little bit nervous of what I might find
Maybe you've moved on, you seem so much stronger and new
Oh tell me how
If I don't make it back again
Tell them I tried, I never wanted to leave like this
Can't quite imagine it fading away
You don't know the half of it
I doubt everything - all the signs that I just somehow missed
And I can't quite imagine it being okay
Was it just in my [vocalising]
No I'm glad you survived and you're doing alright
Was it too much to ask you to find me tonight
Ah cause I, can't quite imagine it being okay
And we made what we could of it then and it helped bring you back
The least you could do is say thank you for that
So that I, I manage to stop myself fading away
