When I was climbing up the walls it used to be a blast And I would say something dumb only to get a laugh But now lips are looser and brain doesn't think as fast And all these chemicals just make the time pass My fear of going it alone is what it all comes down to And all of my crutches are breaking my bones And all of my helpers just help me sink like a stone And I'm expecting a chorus of sighs and groans And all of my crutches are breaking my bones Can I stand on my own?