Lying here - waiting for the end Release myself from life's punishment Escape to the void I came from Leaving behind a darkish, disturbing world Punishment - I never asked for life Punishment - My will is free - my choice suicide The final dormancy I adore, dying is the name Realize I'm weeping with laughter As I found I always fathomed for You shall obey - I will not Searching for the true delight The cannot rot one with eternity Forever I will sleep