I can't fight my addiction With my wishful thinking it keeps me up And I stopped social drinking Back-breaking wishes in my blood In my blood Called your phone but there was nothing Back at home couldn't love it What's it like there how's it going I know it's been some time Let's pick up where we left off My body can't hold it in Messing me up I Got a few words to say It doesn't gotta be this way Oh this bad blood is pissing me off God I don't want it but I can't get out my mind It doesn't gotta be this way It doesn't gotta be this way Well I flew to Oklahoma Bottled my feelings Tossed the cup Oh I did No and I Didn't wanna tell ya How much that this has messed me up Oh it has Texted you You didn't text me back Missing you You don't miss me Fact is that I'm not okay with that Can we just Pick up where we left off My body can't hold it in Messing me up I Got a few words to say It doesn't gotta be this way Oh this bad blood is pissing me off God I don't want it but I can't get out my mind It doesn't gotta be this way It doesn't gotta be this way