Self-imposed depression Creating my own hell Trapped in patterns Nihilistic death Stolen in youth Loss of the truth Born to be same Life turns to pain Mayhem Mayhem Mayhem in my head Mayhem in my head Mayhem Mayhem Mayhem in my head Mayhem in my head Peace turns to conflict Joy to misery No reason to stand Rotting internally Useless therapy A waste of time Need a way-out My world is crashing down Self-imposed depression Creating my own hell Trapped in patterns Nihilistic death Mayhem in my head Mayhem in my head