it was a note, that fueled lost fires, gave passion one chance, just one more time all these escapades, like hallway parades, caught me in aftermath, and the one thing, you thought would, always be there is the last thing, i'll ever, let myself bare well this can't be, your reason for leaving me out like this, and no you won't get it, all your redemption, cause i am stopping, all my caring, and this won't be, your reason for leaving me, no carmel streaks and dressing to the nines, overshadowed lessons learnt from the past, let you cry away, practice and say, lies to convince me, and if your tears, smudge all your makeup off then i hope it, stains you, reminds you of doubt, doubt, doubt, doubt well this can't be, your reason for leaving me out like this, and no you won't get it, all your redemption, cause i am stopping, all my caring, and this won't be, your reason for leaving me out like this, no