Trying to search for zen On this dying Earth we're in No denying my thirst for skin With the heat frying, the curse begins My taste carrier seeks the blood of an angel, how can I mangle? Make terrier teeth from straight tearing on meat Yates buried her deep, I don't wanna eye everything, die like the great barrier reef! It's a bad moon, mad gloom, giving stab wounds Sucking a soul up like a vacuum Monkey, apes, and baboons in the classroom Wanting to be upper class and cash coons, that's doom Then I woke up, choked up Glad it was a dream and now I wanna go pick a lotus But the grass is low cut, no fluff Wish I could say hocus pocus With the bees and pollen in focus So the food we need isn't bogus Fake feedings, race leading to death Everybody's race leading great eating's for breath Dreams based on real spill quick to leave you in a chill Told my doctor this, he said I need Jesus and a pill See, it doesn't matter what I want I think what is done is done Everything is dead to me Losing my ability, to be In touch with reality Oh, I need Jesus and a pill! I wake up to a new day Then it all comes crumbling down I don't wanna be here anyway Oh, here it comes again Taking a journey through the depths of my psychosis Multiple personalities adamantly ferocious At first in agony, anger to cope a closed fist And run a sign of caution if you try to approach bitch A mental breakdown, suffocating with hate now No escape for heavensake, there ain't nobody safe now I'm thinking of killing 'em all, afterlife I'm sending 'em off Outta line, outta time, so out of my mind and outta control Tell me why am I thinking these thoughts Skin burning at the sign of a cross Somebody help me I think that I'm lost Edge of insanity I have been tossed Mayday, got a man down, better pray for safe space now Stay away or become prey when I rampage and I spray rounds Pharmaceutical holocaust, A little bit lyrical Molotov Serial killer like Michael with a knife and the rifle I'm psyched and I'm popping off So let me say this, you don't wanna say shit End up another screaming victim on my playlist See, it doesn't matter what I want I think what is done is done Everything is dead to me Losing my ability to be In touch with reality Oh, I need Jesus and a pill! How can I be so chewed out Anything could help me now I wanna believe you And if I fall God helps all Everything is dead to me Losing my ability to be In touch with reality Oh, I need Jesus and a pill!