They say the best way to get over
Is get under someone new
I've been under a lot
But nothing that was shaped like you
Under the influence
My covers until 2pm
My mother's supervision
An Indiana moon

I swear I'm dying to get better
So I'll give this stuff a try
I plug my nose and try to stomach
Finding love online
Now I've got 48
Messages from hopeful dates
That I don't wanna talk to
So I don't reply

Now I feel like a bad person
And they don't even know me
Just a face on a screen
I delete then regret then reverse it
I'm so indecisive
My thumbs start to bleed

Is this dating when you're grown up and lonely?
This shit's taking everything out of me
It didn't used to be so heavy, right?
Not even halfway through my twenties, why
Does it feel like I don't know anything anymore?

They say the best way to get over
Is get under someone new
Swear I'm trying to
Swear I'm trying to