They say the best way to get over Is get under someone new I've been under a lot But nothing that was shaped like you Under the influence My covers until 2pm My mother's supervision An Indiana moon I swear I'm dying to get better So I'll give this stuff a try I plug my nose and try to stomach Finding love online Now I've got 48 Messages from hopeful dates That I don't wanna talk to So I don't reply Now I feel like a bad person And they don't even know me Just a face on a screen I delete then regret then reverse it I'm so indecisive My thumbs start to bleed Is this dating when you're grown up and lonely? This shit's taking everything out of me It didn't used to be so heavy, right? Not even halfway through my twenties, why Does it feel like I don't know anything anymore? They say the best way to get over Is get under someone new Swear I'm trying to Swear I'm trying to