Seven years old Proving myself in the backyard I swear things are bigger in Texas My cousins threw down like they meant it And I might look like, but I never felt like a small fry And that's what led up to my black eye They threw up the ball, I just had to try Look at me now So curious that it could kill me Look at me now Trying things out I dated someone who loved God more Who taught me that I should be with someone who was sure about me So I dated him and then her and then him and then her again Shit got messy, got overly complicated, I got hurt But fuck it, I tried it Thirty years old Still have a silly fear of birds But I'm gonna buy me some chickens My friends they will laugh at the way I'm living Even my mom tells me I came out her crazy She said that's what makes me her baby But swear even I couldn't change me I dated someone who loved God more Who taught me that I should love someone who was sure about me So I dated him and then her and then him and then her again Shit got messy, got overly complicated, I got hurt But fuck it, I tried it