There was a year full of beauty and pain We were just well-met there in a twin bed But time is a thief and she fucks with my brain Why would I tell you I still feel the same? Gone is the boy who was fickle and dreaming And opened his eyes to a life rearranged Lost faith in the world when it got so insane Why would I tell you I still feel the same, when I'm Colder than I was, deeper than I was, stronger than I was Older than I was, hopeful than I was, desperate than I was before? Loyal as I am, jaded as I am, failing as I am, weary as I am Giving as I am, tied to you as I am now! Somehow the road brings it back into focus That absence is golden, the longing is pure It makes me remember what I knew before: Home is a portal just open the door So why am I a tiger, fearful and vain? Chained to a fence and then told to be brave Years of indifference, a body of pain, now I'm Colder than I was, deeper than I was, stronger than I was Older than I was, hopeful than I was, desperate than I was before Loyal as I am, jaded as I am, failing as I am, weary as I am Guilty as I am, tied to you as I am now. As I am now Carry the burden of time slipping past us And picking our pockets of wide-eyed joy Let's call it kismet there in our twin bed... How could I possibly feel like that? With all of our years full of beauty and pain Why would I tell you I still feel the same?