Stay at home No one will see your mistakes Don't message first I'm pretty sure they don't want to talk to you anyway Something is wrong When everything's right Ghosts of my past keep me up at night Wanna be more than I am And I'm scared that I can But it's me who's doubting me And there is a weight Pushing me down Telling me no Saying I'm not good enough to be I'm not good enough to be And what if I break When no ones around? Something's telling me go The voices make it hard to breath Oh, and the worst part? All of the voices are me The voices are me The mirror lies When I see a smile on my face How come when I run, does my body move But my mind always stays in the same damn place Everyone's gone No one said goodbye Ghosts of my past are the ghosts of tonight What if I am all that I'll be And there's no more to see Is there much use believing in me? If there is a weight Pushing me down Telling me no Saying I'm not good enough to be Oh, I'm not good enough to be What if I break And no ones around? Something's telling me go Those voices make it hard to breath Oh, and the worst part? All of Architectural perfection In the category protection Cause I don't want you to see in my mind The walls that I build might have been built too high Or am I blind? How can you cry when you're physically fine And no one can see how far it is you're falling behind? And there is a weight Pushing me down Telling me no Saying I'm not good enough to be Oh, I'm not good enough to be And what if I break And no ones around? They're telling me no Oh, they make it hard to breathe The voices I wish there was a way To find a way out I guess for now I'm just finding my feet I just wish these voices Didn't start with me