Incurable Sadness

Talha Anjum

Andheron mein rahun
Kuch dikhta hi nahi
Hai haathon mein qalam
Par likhta hi nahi
Gham mit'ta hi nahi
Gham mit'ta hi nahi
Gham mit'ta hi nahi
Gham mit'ta hi nahi
Andheron mein rahun
Kuch dikhta hi nahi
Hai haathon mein qalam
Par likhta hi nahi
Gham mit'ta hi nahi
Gham mit'ta hi nahi
Gham mit'ta hi nahi
Gham mit'ta hi nahi

Tareeki mein mashaal ki tarah ho tum
Arsay baad aaye khayaal ki tarah ho tum
Par dekho jaanam aaj phir tum aayi nahi
Toh kya mere zavaal ki tarah ho tum?
Karti ho mujhay kaisay lajawaab tum?
Puche gaye ek sawaal ki tarah ho tum
Murrkay saamne tum aa hi jaati ho na phir
Jaan-e-man mere aamaal ki tarah ho tum
Phir kaisay tujhsay door rahein?
Hum bhi kitnay majboor rahein?
Hosh kya?
Nashe mein choor rahein
Aaj kal baatein bari bari bhool rahein
Aaj kal aate hi nahi ghar
Aaj kal raatein meri blur
Aaj kal bura hai hashar
Aaj kal chahiye bas sabar
Aaj kal yaad aaye teri toh mein pee leta hun tab
Ab every other day I'm faded
Lagta hi nahi I've made it
Lagta hai mujhe ye aadatein hi maar dengi
Meri khwahishein kya kabhi mera saath dengi?
Parindon ka toh shajar hi thikana hai
Mujhay apna zaati ghar banana hai
Mere khwaab sirf khwaab toh nahi
Halaat se khayi kabhi maat toh nahi
Hadd-e-aakhir phir mein kaisay kardun zaahir?
Mere paas mehnat ka hisaab hi nahi
Mere paas sawaalon ka jawaab nahi
Na hi na kar sakun, na hi karun haan kabhi
Tu aa bhi jaaye shayad ke tu aa bhi nahi
Mujhay bas shak hai, bharosa toh nahi
Mein tera sach hun, mujhay jhutla toh nahi
Mein samajh sakta hun
Mujhay samjha toh sahi

Andheron mein rahun
Kuch dikhta hi nahi
Hai haathon mein qalam
Par likhta hi nahi
Gham mit'ta hi nahi
Gham mit'ta hi nahi
Gham mit'ta hi nahi
Gham mit'ta hi nahi
Gham mit'ta hi nahi
Andheron mein rahun
Kuch dikhta hi nahi
Hai haathon mein qalam
Par likhta hi nahi
Gham mit'ta hi nahi
Gham mit'ta hi nahi
Gham mit'ta hi nahi
Gham mit'ta hi nahi