Kyōfu ga tsumikasanatte
Atarimae ni ikenaku natte
Tae rezu ni tachiagatte mo
Genjitsu ga mijime de fusai deru yo
"Sono kurai de" tte iwa retatte
Jibungaichiban tsurakute kuyashikute
Sutete shimaou kako mo mirai mo
Meiwaku o nokosu hibida yo
Osorenai watashi wa
Dokoni mo inai
Zen'in ga teki ni mieru yōde
Don'na kaiwa mo waruguchi ni kikoete
Konna hazu janakute mo
Nekonde jikan ga tatte mo
Son'na Riaru ukeireyou
Atama karada akka shite iku
Kimi no okage de ikinobi teru
Isshō hitei sa rete mo
Kyōfu ga tsumikasanatte
Atarimae ni ikenaku natte
Tae rezu ni tachiagatte mo
Genjitsu ga mijime de fusai deru yo
"Sono kurai de" tte iwa retatte
Jibungaichiban tsurakute kuyashikute
Sutete shimaou kako mo mirai mo
Meiwaku o nokosu hibida yo
恐怖が積み重なって
当たり前に行けなくなって
耐えれずに立ち上がっても
現実が惨めで塞いでるよ
「そのくらいで」って言われたって
自分が一番辛くて悔しくて
捨ててしまおう過去も未来も
迷惑を残す日々だよ
恐れない私は
どこにも居ない
全員が敵に見えるようで
どんな会話も悪口に聞こえて
こんなはずじゃなくても
寝込んで時間が経っても
そんなリアル受け入れよう
頭 身体 悪化していく
君のおかげで生き延びてる
一生否定されても
恐怖が積み重なって
当たり前に行けなくなって
耐えれずに立ち上がっても
現実が惨めで塞いでるよ
「そのくらいで」って言われたって
自分が一番辛くて悔しくて
捨ててしまおう過去も未来も
迷惑を残す日々だよ
Fear piles up
It's natural that I can't go there anymore
Even if I can't stand it, and try to get to my feet
The reality blocked the way miserably
Even if they told me "That's enough"
I'm the one who does all the suffering and regrets
Perhaps throwing away the past and the future
Leaving nothing but a nuisance every day
The fearless self
Is nowhere to be found
Feels like everyone's my enemy
Every chatter sounds like bad-mouth
Even if it's not supposed to be
Tho time flies while I'm sleeping
Accepting such reality
My mind, my body, worsening
You're the only reason keeping me alive
Tho I'll be denied for the rest of my life...
Fear piles up
It's natural that I can't go there anymore
Even if I can't stand it, and try to get to my feet
The reality blocked the way miserably
Even if they told me "That's enough"
I'm the one who does all the suffering and regrets
Perhaps throwing away the past and the future
Leaving nothing but a nuisance every day
