Saki no mirai o sōzō shite "Darenimo narenai" tte Ira tsuita kyomu de Hibi ga owaru Buchi koroshitai yo Jiga to akirameta yume mo Shinitaikedo utau yo Kiminotonari de. Ai mo kibō mo wakan'nai no Mō zutto nigecha itai yo Yan demo nan mo kawan'nai no Shizuka ni kiecha itai yo Soredemo tada motome iki teru Bokura ga waraeru seikai o Tōsenbo oikosu kurai ni Mada agaite tomoni itai yo Yume de ijime rare Eien ni yasuma sete kurenai Shinjite uragira re Dare mo kakawarazu ni kurashitai "Tsumaranai" Dore mo sugu ni akite poisute "-dōshi-yō mo nai" Mikurabete mo jibun ga saitei "Son'na n janai" Mitometakunakute mo sōde Omoidōri ni ikanai koto bakaride sa Jinsei chōzetsu hādomōdomaji ka (Emi ) Taikei akanuke kawan'naikara kurai ya Jōji iraira ji kizu mamire kusoga Fukō mo aitsu-ra mo subete Buchi koroshitai yo Jiga to akirameta yume mo Shinitaikedo utau yo Kiminotonari de. Ai mo kibō mo wakan'nai no Mō zutto nigecha itai yo Yan demo nan mo kawan'nai no Shizuka ni kiecha itai yo Soredemo tada motome iki teru Bokura ga waraeru seikai o Tōsenbo oikosu kurai ni Mada agaite tomoni itai yo 先の未来を想像して 「誰にもなれない」って イラついた虚無で 日々が終わる ブチ殺したいよ 自我と諦めた夢も 死にたいけど歌うよ 君の隣で。 愛も希望も分かんないの もうずっと逃げちゃいたいよ 病んでもなんも変わんないの 静かに消えちゃいたいよ それでもただ求め生きてる 僕らが笑える正解を 通せんぼ追い越すくらいに まだ足掻いて共に居たいよ 夢で虐められ 永遠に休ませてくれない 信じて裏切られ 誰も関わらずに暮らしたい 「つまらない」 どれもすぐに飽きてポイ捨て 「どうしようもない」 見比べても自分が最低 「そんなんじゃない」 認めたくなくてもそうで 思い通りにいかない事ばかりでさ 人生超絶ハードモード まじか(笑) 体型 垢抜け 変わんないから暗いや 常時イライラ 自傷まみれ クソが 不幸もあいつらも全て ブチ殺したいよ 自我と諦めた夢も 死にたいけど歌うよ 君の隣で。 愛も希望も分かんないの もうずっと逃げちゃいたいよ 病んでもなんも変わんないの 静かに消えちゃいたいよ それでもただ求め生きてる 僕らが笑える正解を 通せんぼ追い越すくらいに まだ足掻いて共に居たいよ Imagining the future, “I won’t become no one.” Every day ends with frustration and exhaustion. Wanna slaughter, The ego and dreams I gave up. Wanna die but I will sing. Singing by your side. Knowing nothing about love or hope, Wanna run away endlessly. Nothing will change even if I become emo. Wanna vanish in silence. Nonetheless, I’m just devoting my life. Searching for the correct answer that can make us smile. As much as it could overcome the obstacles, I’ll fight and be with you. Being picked on because of dreams, They won’t ever allow me to rest. Betrayed by believing. Want a life cut off from anyone. “Tedious.” Easily fed up with anything, thrown away. “It can’t be helped.” Compared to others, I’m the worst. “That’s not true.” A fact tho I don’t wanna admit. Everything just won’t go the way I wanted. Life’s in the utmost Hardest Mode. For real? (LOL) The body and face won’t change. Dismal. Always being irritated, covered with self-harm. Shit. The misery and them and all. Wanna slaughter, The ego and dreams I gave up. Wanna die but I will sing. Singing by your side. Knowing nothing about love or hope, Wanna run away endlessly. Nothing will change even if I become emo. Wanna vanish in silence. Nonetheless, I’m just devoting my life. Searching for the correct answer that can make us smile. As much as it could overcome the obstacles, I’ll fight and be with you.