Magnified scripture ginger & lime my elixir Gave up weed, pussy, liquor I broke up with my bitch, regret the shit I promise I miss her I took a flight on Valentine's & cooked her pasta for dinner Forgive me God, I'm a sinner I shoulda blown up 7 times already I mean sure I got some accolades but what's potential when it's not recognized in its fullest scope? Told myself some stories I couldn't cope My nigga said you wake up every morning & make money off ya fans you coulda been out here with the homies selling dope This 3bed 3bath with the Benz outside I used to catch the metro Mamma cooked up pork chops & pesto I wrote the shit in Searching Sylvan had the underground reacting petro Took a leap & told myself to let go Slept on floors when all ya legends signed they life away & played the short route I brought the Porsche out Rental for the weekend had my niggas geeking The bitch told me you should be up there with Cole & Kendrick Yea, me & every other conscious nigga spitting baby what's the difference? I used to dream about it So much so a nigga schemed around it The Roc was dished I passed it off like sub me in, I sought the dream & found it Nothings ever what it seems I learned the lesson twice, was still astounded Don't be so hard on ya self You the truth plus you got God on yo side Dust yourself & decide I swear when underrated come up on my name I get to shaking my head But fuck it My arrogance was still quiet - a mental riot I played the humble card cause my sense of self was a tyrant, I'm better Than everybody the water was in the hydrant I was gassed up, had to think outside of myself Like that talent make you entitled fuck the pride in yourself Chronicles of my subconscious findings Tear jerker like the Birch of Simon Mountains I was climbing took me to heights I was too afraid of flying There go the sirens Water in my lungs, Dr. Sebi on my list of fruits & vegetables Sabotaging tendencies healing wasn't just medical These programs, had a broham, roller coasting Dragging my feet, like a slow jam. Mmm A drink a gallon a day So many tragedies I'm numb to all the foulest of ways Let's hit the strip & get some gals in the wraith I'm peace & love for the most part but my goon's'll put the pound to ya face Like we'll take what's under ya gown & ya waste I come around for the sake Of holding it down for all of my homies abroad I'm known it for it all, grace & love, hold ya applause My coldest of flaws I took a look & had to dissolve But I ain't perfect I'll fuck up again But I'm worth it Talk to the most high & dodge the serpent But don't kill ya self, mistakes teach you lessons, remain in service