Wake up in a ditch Blood on my kicks Liquor by my body And I can't feel shit Blood on my lips Few cuts on my wrist And my brand new shirt Full of dirt fuck this Pull myself up I am the enemy Stop with fuckery You ain't no friend of me Evil embodied is what I was meant to be Anti to everything Gripping the dirt I can feel my self frail I'm weakened by every time I have failed to recognise I can control any aspect of life that I like if it bothers me I will not hide Takin a fuckin' blade up in my spine Look up at my face and tell me am I doin' fine I cannot seem to be one with the demons a feeling I fear I will never describe A king does not rule, he is only a symbol You don't wanna be another mothafucka layin' in the bottom of the sea or takin' a swing up in a tree I'm thinkin of every time I coulda woulda put a fuckin' bullet in the book of everything that I be callin' my dreams I guess I'm Tired of all of theses fuckas that can't seem keep my name outta they mouth Bitch I never beat around a bush I tell a pussy what I'm 'bout and I won't ever give a fuck about a thang called clout Nowhere to run, I got nowhere to call my home None of these mothafuckas hit my phone I don't wanna walk on this road alone Blood on my shoes, now there's blood in the snow Blood in the snow