And what the fuck is infamy? My name slated berated up on a TV screen I gave hatred and hatred is what we pay to see I can't face it I wasted the lives of more than me And every drop of blood shed Was shed for nothin Senseless violence Keep on climbin People die to gunmen That hide behind the trigger like a gutless mother fucker, fuckin up the lives of others Nothin keep us from the suffer Yuh, and when the world ends wake me up I can't seem to find a smile can ya make me one When the time comes I'll die to my own gun I guess I'm stuck in the life of a sick pup And as the bullet starts to leave the fuckin chamber I never thought of all the good I revelled in the anger I look up in the mirror and I see a fuckin stranger They say I'm just a kid but kids be the ones in danger Who ya blame The gun or the finger How about the mind behind the carnage how we change up We quick to shift the focus to the alternate industries Entertainment take blame for the fuckin issues it's crippling How we gonna blame the same thang but ain't a thang change Students still shooting like they at the fuckin range People kill eachother cause they ain't the same race Maybe if we changed the way we livin we'd erase 1999 2012 2017 2019 As well As many other tragedies we gradually forget about But the families will tragically have to live without