I hate you big chase All these pills in my right hand All these pills in my right hand (Pills) I'ma take a shot with my nightstand I ain't got no friends, I don't like them (Don't) Momma found my pills, guess I'll hide them And ever since that you left, I fell in love with pain She fell in love with my name, and now she riding the wave And since the day that we met, I knew that shit wasn't meant And now I'm cutting myself, even though she ain't care I walk around I ain't scared, I see the sun in the air Used to love you I swear, but girls like you ain't that rare I see the shame in your stare, I know you still wanna care I'm looking up for a breath, she never walk where I stand, yeah She never walk where I stand She never walk where I stand, yeah She never walk where I stand Guess I've always felt dead (Always felt) Cuts all on my wrist I ain't felt that (Nah) Baby call my phone ten times (Beep, beep) Sui just did ten lines Why she always gotta cry Shawty asked me if I wanna die (Yeah) We just wanna die (Yeah) And ever since that you left, I fell in love with pain She fell in love with my name, and now she riding the wave And since the day that we met, I knew that shit wasn't meant And now I'm cutting myself, even though she ain't care I walk around I ain't scared, I see the sun in the air Used to love you I swear, but girls like you ain't that rare I see the shame in your stare, I know you still wanna care I'm looking up for a breath, she never walk where I stand, yeah She never walk where I stand She never walk where I stand, yeah She never walk where I stand