Just a feeling that something is off tonight I can't seem to figure it out Say everything's fine, then shut your eyes as hard as you can I try so hard to open up to you Why are words so hard to pronounce tonight? It seems harder by every time Say everything's fine, then shut your eyes as hard as you can I don't think I will understand at all Just a feeling that something will break And all that is here are these four walls closing on us When will this aching end? Will it get easier? I cannot go on alone I cannot go on alone You know that I'm not that strong You know that I'm not that strong It feels just like all that we have slips right out of our hands So sick and tired of my head Everything keeps on spinning Words falling out of your mouth Letter by letter, forms words I can't spell them out nor can I understand them Alone, I cannot go on alone You know that I'm not that strong You know that I'm not that strong You left me with your, with your last words ringing in my head Echoing in my head, please say it's not so I just can't stand hearing you say it Nothing feels real anymore and my hands can't stop shaking I wish I could make you see just how much you matter to me And I wish that was enough to help you see that there's still hope You still have so much to live for You still have so much to live for You still have so much to live for We still have time, we still have time When the rest falls apart, I will stay there with you When the rest goes away, I will be there with you I tell myself, I tell myself