I close my eyes, yet I still see I can not hide from what's inside of me I hear my thoughts, but they're not clear And now I tremble with fear No one can tell me what's sane You see the tears I cry But you can't feel my pain No title can classify me I'm a person with feelings A number I refuse to be Don't try to live my life You cannot talk for me Now I'm on the brink, brink of insanity Sometimes I stare into space I try to think about another place Where happiness I'll see I'll find a place for me and find some sanity Sometimes I look at you And I wonder what will I do Will my mind stay intact How will I react, will I do any harm to you Open my eyes, but I can't see Maybe the hatred has blinded me There's not a sound, yet I still hear Now the pain is so clear Sometimes I stop to think Or maybe my thinking just stops Doesn't matter anyway No one hears what I say, I'm on the brink of insanity Well I know him but not his name In everyone, yet not the same Play with the cards i'm dealt, worse I never felt I'm playing a sick man's game